It's been a beautiful, terrifying, brilliant, sad, wildly fun, deeply moving, artful year in retrospect. The past nine years was by far the best of my life and I have so much to be thankful for. However, the past week has been difficult. Right up to the 23rd of December things were
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going ahead of schedule. The first amarylis bloomed! All gifts made![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjLK5kMiTHzcf8drDFkR8Z08YUQThpA_HaWj9pnDcWoV5tvzY0HLHGD0YJbiSJo8lhg80j2B-U4d0u4A5pI06lEtQCM0dbhOi8Cdzam1807S1Jsh4P3A-RsRiG2R_Fb7azWT01GD0Cronpa/s400/DSC_8871.JPG)
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a little typewriter for Matt
and wrapped, gingerbread house decked out
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thank you Chloe and Mary
cookies made and packaged and delivered, cards written and sent, decorations up![](https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJ7hzgYJ_RTtRYC5s0-xWcvSg-GJndn2FX5Qo00a0VFKB8izJj89PnC1JmGKWBSD6CaUBZ3BLJHu5CjWP-gYMTAN415uDRpkcrJOr7o9YCPCgKBZuk6p8ZS4-VAvI9v5InWO8NZnELhM5Q/s400/DSC_8909.jpg)
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the sweet angel Chloe made at age 4
and sparkly,
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Chloe and Nicole fashioned a mum wigged friendly snowperson!
snowman made, time well spent with family and friends, even some naps ... and then -- my mom got really sick - hospital sick. So we packed up a little Christmas and spent it in the hospital. Lots of tests later and loads of worry, she came home on Saturday. Then I fell apart and got sick. Then daughter Chloe. So now, we are hoping for a healthy 2010, the fabulous new decade filled with everything wonderful for you and yours and ours.
My word for the New Year is - promise - as in: there is so much promise all around us waiting to bloom. Just let it happen!
p.s. I think that we might have to start the New Year right with a little batch of this yummy looking goodness!